My head cannot stoop any lower.
Her eyes…
I cannot face the tears rolling down all over..
How could I do this to her..
Breaking her heart.. over and over again..
The love of my life..
The one person I truly care,
more than anything in the world..
How could I be this unfaithful to her?
When did I become this ruthless hypocrite,
who made her believe that she can trust me?
Didn’t I see her pure devotion?
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My broken promises…
My broken words..
Her broken heart.
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And now I stand before her…
With nothing but shame and guilt;
Not even having the courage to look into her eyes…
And ask for forgiveness…
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For one last time, I wish I could fight for her..
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I do want to fight for her!
I want to have one more chance
to prove that I won’t let her down again.
How I wish she trusted me once more..
Once and for all…
There she is waiting for my glance…
Maybe its time to stop thinking
And do something about it..
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I picked up the weakest shame and the tiniest courage left
And looked at her straight into eyes..
My breaths had fogged her image..
I wiped her tears.
I wiped my reflection.
And there I see…
Me.
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I’m sorry.
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