September 2012 – Keys of Mind

Love.

We all search for that special someone through a good part of our lives

Someone who can bring smile in a whim
Someone who offers shoulder whenever wished for
Someone who wipes all the sorrows, even through silence

Someone who is the happiest for bringing the best within
Someone who soothes with care and calms with patience

Someone who listens, even at the oddest hours of night
Someone who let morning in to help wake up at the rising dawn

Someone who loves unconditionally, no matter what.

This quest is one of our life’s most beautiful dreams;
And the answer to the search being one of our biggest blessings

But the thing is, we seldom realize that
we already have that special someone in our lives;
Much before we had started the search

For, He has always been The One.
For, He has always loved and shall love always.

For, He… is Him.

P.S : Hope the readers would have taken note of the capital H in the words ‘He’ and ‘Him’ and shall therefore would have understood who was I referring to. Need a better clue..? He is my God. Our God. 🙂 I always wanted to write something which had the title ‘Love’. But as much easy it is to say the word in everyday life, it felt very hard actually to put it in words with an entity in mind to write about. Well, of course, up until now. Because who is a better entity than Him… 🙂

Sin.

Her gaze… i can’t take my mind out of it… She was staring as if I did some cardinal sin.. And I was already not feeling good of my deed. On top of that, her judgmental eyes? What should I’ve done? Knew not… So I just looked back at her with a deadpan face. I sensed she was just jealous of me coz of my freedom to do what I want and her lack of it.

It wasn’t my fault that her life was limited, was it? Maybe if she had the guts to scream to the world and grab her right…? …If I could, I might have offered her what I had, But it was not the right thing to do, as I had no right to make her fall into temptation, like I fell into. It would only make me feel guilty again… If it was not good for me, then how can I ever think that it can be good for her? So I juz sat there with self-remorse, thinking of her.

Still………. I now at least wish I could scream at her and get it out of my system that could have helped me feel less guilty. I wish I told her the first thing that came to my mind then; “For God’s sake, stop staring at my cone and ask your parents to buy you, if you want one!!”

– A brief encounter with a lil girl, while having ice cream cone sitting on the street bench. 😛

Bliss.

Can we ever imagine,
A better color for sky…?
A better taste for water…?
A better shape for moon…?
A better sound for birds…?
A better touch for grass…?
A better smell for rain…?
A better mother for love…?

Then why would we ever imagine,
That life is less perfect..
When we can clearly see,
He has blessed us all along.